I must examine this feeling in greater detail. But it is so difficult. All I can feel is a nebulous cloud with no determinate characteristics. It is unlike any emotion that present themselves so blatantly to the human mind. It is not pleasure, not pain, not happiness, not moodiness, not boredom, not frustration, not envy, not anxiety, not upset, not worry, not anything – it’s nothing. And how to examine nothing? Or maybe it’s just a collapse of all the emotions at once, and amidst the dust of the rubble, one sees nothing.