It appears that I have nothing to say, nothing to add, which is why I have been kept out of the circles. And all I can do is to watch on from the sidelines, straining my ears to try and catch whatever bit of information that wriggles out of the talking space. How I wish I could be a part of everything. But I am incapable, thoroughly, thoroughly incapable; and for good reason kept out of the circles. I would only contribute chaos and confusion.